Sunday, July 21, 2013
Candid
This single mommy thing is by far the most rewarding and hardest thing I have ever done. I have sacrificed so much and never complain about it. I love my kids more than anything and will do anything for them. I work hard and keep a somewhat clean house. We have fun and I try to give them every experience that life has to offer. I am so proud of how far they have come and honestly how far I have come. My situation is not ideal by any stretch of the imagination but I make the best of it. I can honestly say that I LOVE THIS LIFE! With that being said there is one part of my life that I can't get used to and that is being alone. I got this! BUT I really miss being in a relationship. I miss having someone to wake up to in the morning that does not care that you have morning breath and gives you a kiss anyway. I miss going out to dinner and having someone to talk to when the kids go to bed. SO I think to myself that I am ready for a relationship....than I meet someone that is wonderful...and I SCREW it up! EVERYTIME!!!! Why? I don't know? I find a stupid flaw and focus on it and say "Oh he was a great guy just not for me" every single time! SO that gets me thinking why do I do that? I guess I am not ready for a relationship?? Guess I need to focus on my kids and myself and what is meant to be will be....right?
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